Three days back, reached my flat around 6 p.m and was so tried, Got myself refreshed, hit couch and lie down. Just scrolled for Whatsapp n Tweets n slept in no time.
Realizing heavy knocks on door, I woke up and heard my flatmate voice, asking me to open the door, replying him, semi brisk myself from the awkward sleeping and move hazily to open the door.
Tired to hold the knob n its slipped, repeated again n again and the same time, my flatmate knocking furiously, kind of waiting to use the loo immediately.
After irritating attempts, i told my flatmate," Please wait. I'm opening ",.
Fully brisking myself and tried to catch knob, but my hand waving over the knob, but didn't holding, which exclaimed me with a surprise and tried to do the same
Once for all, I when pushed myself angrily to hold the knob for the last time, Accidentally I saw couch. I was shocked and taken backed. Its was me who still lying on the same awkward position in the couch.
"What the F***?", what is happening?, confused,surprised feared, terrified and whispered myself like 'when I'm here, then who is there?".
Door knocks faded slowly, I'm looking at the door and couch again and again.
Then, I walked slowly towards the bed, bend down and saw the face, " Oh my God, Its Me," Totally got scared n fell down on the floor,,
"Whats happening, This is it, Am I dead? am I now the so called spirit ?, No,No,No, I'm not dead,I'm not dead, wake up you idiot, wake up" Shouted like hell.
Scrawl immediately to couch and lie down over body to blend myself to it and tired different postures straight, sideways, upside down,. Punching, kicking etc I don't what I was doing but all I want to get myself back alive, despite what ever I done, its just wave over my body and all gone in vein.
Shocking, stumbled, felling like tears in the eyes, saw the couch, I realized, Yes "I'm dead".
Just everything gone blind in second, Oh my God, my family, my friends, my loved ones, what will happens next. In a situation that couldn't be described and worming myself with lot questions which were not going help.
what else I can do? wailed, in a vehement outcry, This is it, I'm done. Have to accept it.
Once for all, before leaving, I passionately tried to kiss my head and lied over the body in the posture what my body is actually on the couch slowly closed my eyes, blabbered slowly " Im leaving you, Im leaving you" over and over till my spirit got comforted.A sudden "hypnic Jerk"
Heavy Breathing, coughing, grasping the air to stable myself.
Drained in sweat,
was it a dream or actually happened? still alive?
Knock, Knock Knock
turn and saw the door. Exclaimed, frightened.
What!!!! is it happening again?.
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